The saga continues…We were blindsided by the findings in court. I was so blindsided that I fainted. Thankfully, Mark was there with me and was able to help. Things just are not working out how they need to.
Things are going to have to get even worse before they are resolved. There is no guarantee that they will turn out okay or that things will be done in the best interest of the children… our baby has been with us almost half of their life.
We have been dealing with violent nightmares for months (literally every time he sleeps) about being kidnapped and taken away from us. Without fail he would come running to me crying in the middle of the night. Several weeks ago he stopped coming to me and I couldn’t figure out why.
Tonight he said to me: “Momma God lives at the river”. So I ask him “the river in real life or the one in your dreams?” He replied “the one in my dreams”. So I asked “What is he doing?” “Keeping me safe”. We have had minimal conversations about God and Jesus. He came up with this all on his own.
Please pray that these babies are able to stay in homes that they are loved, supported and taken care of. Please pray for this to be over as soon as possible. Please pray for the judge to have clarity and make the choice that protects the kids. The kids are the collateral damage in all this. They are so tired and we are all so tired. We are approaching a year and a half of this with no end in sight.
The other night our lawnmower started sparking. It’s had about 4 separate things wrong with it this spring. Each time we get the parts, fix it and start to run it. Then it breaks. It was acting funny so I showed Mark. He said “just keep going until something breaks”. Which is how things have been going for us lately.
There have been numerous life threatening/life altering health issues with various family members. Just a lot of really big heavy things going on. So we have no option but to keep going until something breaks.
Broken Open 