Leveled

As a foster parent sometimes(who am I kidding it happens all the time) things come up that you are in no way prepared for emotionally. Its a sucker punch to the gut that leaves you doubled over. Today that came in the form of paperwork for a speech evaluation.

What was your child’s birth weight? What was your child’s first meaningful word? Was the pregnancy full term? Were there any complications?

I don’t know. I have no clue what my child weighed when they were born. I don’t know my child’s first words. I don’t when they took their first step or rolled over. There is a part of their history that I am cut off from.